Flames

Am I the only one around here who doesn't care about what goes on in other people's lives? I mean isn't it hard enough to keep up with close friends and family? I honestly can't focus on more than 2 or 3 people's shit and this comes involuntarily. I even tend to neglect the people I care about and to subtly show them later that it wasn't something deliberate. I sense those around me on a deep level so it would be quite tiring to deal with a lot of energies. And since I don't have many friends I can't imagine the amount of useless information that comes with a larger circle of them...

I opened the subject because I've noticed that people usually love it when you get personal. When you're at the table and you start telling a funny story that happened for real everyone is instantly going to turn their heads to you. I've also experienced it on my blog: when I'm being 'selfish' and write more about myself I get bigger feedback. It's strange and dumb if you put it this way—we prefer gossip over an actual discussion.

Since it's time for personal stuff I admit I've been thinking about an excuse for my lack of posting but I figured I should just blame it on Maria's absence in town. Kidding. I'll be throwing away all of the excuses in order to get done all of my projects this month 'cause July is my favorite time of the year and I have all the time in the world.

P.S. I dyed my hair for the first time in my life! Actually, I got highlights, but I'm still proud of myself, even if my mom thinks I'm ruining my beautiful hair color.

*couldn't help myself